Cheery, your video is great and you're beautiful! I think it's really wonderful that you're trying to reach out to others who might have to go through the same thing. And, it's not daft at all to still be bothered by how others treated you. Like you said, it goes really deep and it's not something you can just get over, even though things have changed. I think documenting what you're going through is a great way to move forward though!
“It is the peculiar nature of the world to go on spinning no matter what sort of heartbreak is happening.”
― Sue Monk Kidd, The Secret Life of Bees: