what made you sad today

[Tina a.k.a.SusanSto.Helit]

I don't know what is going on with me. I could still be recovering from the whole taking pounds of pills (my own and feckshite doctors who didn't have a clue prescriptions) and being a hour or so late with my Thyroid meds. Not sure, just sitting in the bottom of my Oubillette of despair. Not much desire to do anything or even exist. 6 weeks of doctors and nurses all questioning me about every pill I take and every move I make, has me really kerfumpled inside.

Just knowing that I am old now and it is going to keep getting worse is making me question this whole life thing. If this is all there is, then perhaps "going away" is the answer. I have so many surgeries ahead and rehab, I just don't think I am strong enough for it. I hope I break out of this soon.

[ChristianBecker]

I hope that, too.
Remember, once you decide to "go away", there's no coming back.

[Del]

Oh Tina.

(((((((((A million billion hugs)))))))))

Lets get something settled first.... you are NOT old ! Old is like 90 something... I may concede to 80 something !

You have been through a mountain of pain and mucking around lately and that is so very wearing and it can beat you down.

If THEY thought you were finished they wouldnt be wasting the pills and such like on you for a start!

You are right... it most probably IS due to your pills being late or a multitude of others very valid reasons that you are SO down. Did anyone tell you that about three days after surgery you can hit a VERY depressed stage? Its not unusual. I have seen it with my sisters, my mum, my dad. Even surgery that went well and left little pain. Honey hang in please.

Promise me please that if you are still in this black place when you log off you will call someone. A good friend who can come over or give you hugs down the phone line? A telephone helpline? Please. Or call your doctor or the hospital to talk to someone and be honest how you are feeling. Is there anyone there with you who can give you a gentle hug and a hot cup of tea? (Scientific fact it fixes most things).

I know you have alot in front of you but it WILL get better I swear.

You have massive huge hugs and all my love flying straight across the big pond right now Tina.

[chris.ph]

nothing i can say tina just get well soon

[Who's Wee Dug]

You just got to keep looking for the blue light at the end of the tunnel Tina, it is there just take off the shades.

[Del]

We will all light a candle to show you the way Tina. Its a veritable bonfire hun.

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[Batty]

Hang in there, Tina!
The fact that people here would miss you, means that you are not alone. Only YOU can fill the Tina sized hole, that means so much to us.

[Catch-up]

Tina, hang in there. I know you're going through a lot right now, but you will come out the other side of this. And you are NOT old!

[Who's Wee Dug]

That little girl who had gone missing has been found , but it's not good news that gallows that was in an earlier post could be put to good use now.

[ShadowNinjaCat]

Hang in there Tina,I hope you get well soon.

[Dotsie]

Tina, do NOT go away. You're just starting to get better, trust me it will all be alright.

[Tonyblack]

More *HUGS* from me.

[Jan Van Quirm]

As many Purple Ones as you want hunny

[Who's Wee Dug]

That little girl who was missing,they have found a body and arrested her Grandmothers boyfriend after a witness report ,that gallows that was shown in an earlier post seems a good idea now.

[wicked woman]

Hugs Tina. There is lot's of light at the end of your tunnel.

Dreadful about poor Tia, her family must be devastated.