Since I had run out of cigarettes last night before I went to bed I thought... no problem... lets give this a try.
This afternoon I picked the child up from cheerleader practice and went to the computer place to get the power thing for the laptop and the childs netbook with the assureance that the $75 model would do both then got told it wont and it will cost another $65 for one for the netbook...... assured the saleman (a very nice man) that perhaps I will come back tomorrow to forge a solution.
Went and brought a packet of cigarettes.
I may not have quit (which I need to do) but I figure this day is all about "awareness"
I am now aware of the following things:
a) Do not give up smoking until you have made secure arrangements for a place to bury the bodies.
b) Do not give up smoking until "Not being a complete IDIOT when driving in rain" is a driving licence requirement.
c) Do not give up smoking until I realise that people who annoy me do not deserve to be stabbed in the eyes with a really sharp stick even though it would make me feel really really good.
I have a list of about 50 or more.... but we shall leave it at that. Amazing what clarity my mind had while I was not smoking.



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